When I decided to finally treat my drug addiction and admitted myself into a drug rehab facility I learned that not only was I a drug addict but I was also a clinically depressed.  I learned that one of the reasons that I would abuse drugs was to self medicate for the depression I was suffering.

Unknowingly the treatment facility that I went to had a special program meant for dually diagnosed clients.  There I worked with therapist both individually and in a group setting that addressed both my depression and my addiction.  I learned that in order for me to stay sober  it was going to be necessary to deal with my depression.  In my case the depression was what was making me feed my addiction.  I was looking for temporary relief.

Addiction treatment allowed me to learn about myself and what I was going to need to do in order to achieve long term sobriety.  At first I was upset I was dually diagnosed and thought that I was “sicker” then others.  Now I have a positive attitude and feel grateful that I am.  Knowing that I suffer from depression allows me to know exactly what was causing me to act out in addiction and what I need to do so that I do not fall back into the same trap.

Without the help I received from the treatment facility that I went to there is no telling where my life is headed.  I used to stay locked in my house feeling bad for myself and pumping my system full of drugs.  Now that I am sober and have my depression under control I am happier then I have ever been and able to lead a sober and productive life.