God did I hate my drug treatment program. It went against everything I had come to believe in. It seemed like everyday the staff had something bad to say about me and my choices. All I thought was how could I always be wrong and it seemed that all the staff in the drug treatment program succeeded in doing was making me more resentful. Nothing seemed to make any sense to me and then finally it began to happen.
I got it that I still didn’t want to let go of my old ideas; they defined who I was and it was true, all my own choices landed me right in this drug treatment center. If it wasn’t this drug treatment center, it would have been one of 100 different centers. I know that now.
While I am still resentful today, it is nowhere like it was and I now understand where it comes from. I have come to respect the staff who have chosen to work in these drug treatment centers. My god, they have to put up with people like me on a daily basis. If you need help, get it today, don’t wait.
